Day 2: Something I never leave the house without.

My CTR ring is definitely the one thing I always have when I leave my house (actually I hardly ever take it off!) I love this ring! Katie and I have matching ones :) As cheesy as it sounds this ring really does remind me to choose the right. Not even in the normal way by like looking down at it and thinking "ctr" but in other ways. Like, for example: CTR is spelled in cursive, and the dang T gets caught on EVERYTHING I'm not even kidding. My hair, pants, shoes, blankets I can't even think of all the crazy places right off, but really it gets caught at least once every day, but sometimes when I'm not getting frustrated I stop and think that this ring is actually doing its job, because I have to look at it to get un stuck from things and then "CTR" goes into my head and reminds me to make good choices. I know, I know that sounds super cheesy but its so true! I love this ring oh so very much:)

Starting the 30 day challenge again! Day 1.

A photo of myself and a description of my day.

Well, i guess that i will now talk about my day. Ohh what a day it has been! I woke up real early and got all ready for work. Then walked outside and realized that it snowed the night before! I was less than pleased! I hate scraping my car! Its so annoying. Anyways, I worked, and that was normal nothing too exciting. My job is keeping me pass seasonal, that is pretty exciting. After Work I went to Bed Bath & Beyond to return some stuff and look around. I didn't find anything that I liked really so I just went home. Then Sara and I went to American Eagle! I love that store! Anyways, she bought her some hoodies and such, and i got the cutest necklace i ever did see! I was so excited! After that we went to walmart and stood in life forever for prescriptions! It took forever. Then we came home and just bummed around and then later on went to a wedding reception for a guy that used to be in my ward. It was cute, but weird. there was Christmas trees? I dunno I thought it was strange and just also a tad awkward because I'm pretty sure the last time he saw me I was all awkward and 12 year old like. So that came and gone and then I just came home and bummed around some more. Ate dinner, and watched "The Blind Side" I LOVE that movie. It seriously gets me everything. Not only crying, but thinking. What if everyone was so willing to help people out, think of how differently this world would be! Then I watched "Baby Mama" ate some cheese cake, and now I'm posting this! okay, so not really an exciting day, but it was my day!

I have decided to retry this 30 day challenge. I find writing in my blog helps me a ton! Even if no one ever reads it, that is so beside the point! Its just an easy way for me to vent how I'm feeling in a healthy manner. I always want to post something, but never feel like I have anything important enough to "blog about" :) anyways, have a good night who ever may read this:)

Starting my new adventure at SLCC...

So it is now in the open that I have officially decided to attend SLCC for the spring semester starting in January. I decided for myself that Snow was just not the place for me. Never in my life did i feel so alone and depressed as I did at Snow. I'm hoping that living back at home, and surrounding myself with good, happy people will bring me back to the place that I was before I left to Snow in August.

Tonight I tried registering for classes. What a freakin joke! I went to the Jordan campus earlier today to double check that everything would work out when i tried registering at midnight. The lady said that i was fine to register and that i should get my classes and times planned out. So i went home and did that. I had the perfect schedule! Starting at ten getting done by one and no classes on Thursdays! Well, midnight rolls around and I'm all pumped and ready to start registering so i go in and try adding my biology class (which only had two spots left) so i get check the box and click add class...then it said campus restriction! and wouldn't let me sign up. Instantly I had an anxiety attack! I couldn't believe that that was happening! I was just watching the classes I wanted fill up. Oh my i was so upset! So I'm going to have to try and register at the campus tomorrow! Hopefully it works out!

I also started working at a new job and I love it! I work at Justice in The District! Its such a fun easy going place to work, right now I'm just seasonal so I'm just enjoying that the time i have with the company!

Besides working I've just been hanging out. Mostly with Katie and Zack:) ohh life is just grand! I love West Jordan!! there is no place that I'd rather be then right here in the comfort of my home:)

The past two weeks...

I don't even know where to start. I have so many emotions that I have kept bottled up inside of me for too long now. My life has changed 100% from 2 weeks ago. I have made some life changing decisions that I can never go back on. Honestly, I have never been happier with myself or my choices at any other point in my life. I think i feel this way because every decision that I'm making is because of me, and what is going to help better me as a person.
As of right now, I am doing all the things that I need to be doing to make me happier like reading my scriptures, saying my prayers, going to the temple and being around people that love me and will lift me up. Its AMAZING how much influence these simple things have on my life. My whole time at Snow I was never close to Heavenly Father. My relationship with him was struggling, I couldn't find the balance, time, or desire to read, pray or attend the temple. Now I'm reading and praying every night and getting back into my temple routine. I promise and know with all of my heart that we are supposed to do these things for a reason. I went three months with out them, and those were the darkest, hardest, loneliest three months of my life. I never want to feel that way again.
I love being home and being around my family. The saying "home is where the heart is" is so true. My family means the world to me. I love my big sister more than anyone in the world. We fight, and scream at each other all the time, but i know at the end of day she is the one person in this crazy world that I can always count on. My parents will do anything for me to make sure I'm happier. I'm grateful for their sacrifices and all that they have done for me.
This post is more for me to vent and get my emotions out then anything. I love having the blog, I'm sure that there are only a few people that actually read it, because in the end it is more for me to vent, and get my feelings out somewhere.
Well, anyways, I'm very grateful for those who have helped me these past two weeks, I'm hoping for many more happy weeks to come! :)