Monday, August 9, 2010

"Cant wait to get going, but isn't quite ready to leave."

So what seems to be the hot topic in my life right now is moving out and going to college. I'm very excited for this new adventure in my life, but I'm also extremely scared and super nervous.
Part of me wonders why I have decided to move far from home and everything I have ever known to go live with people I don't know, and live in a foreign place.
I wished away most of my Senior year in high school because I was so excited for college. Now i just want things to slow down.
I can't even exactly say why I'm going to be so nervous, Its not leaving my family or anything like that. I think its just that when I'm here in West Jordan I'm constantly being reminded to be good and how to make right choices. At Snow I will be having to make these choices for myself, and I'm very scared that I won't make the right ones. I'm not saying things too drastic or anything, but just every day simple things.
I know there is reasons I'm going to Snow though, like that I get to be there with my best friend so we can help each other and be there for each other. I'm so thankful that she is going there with be or I really don't think that I'd go.
Life is crazy right now, and is full of life changing events. Wish me the best of luck:)

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