Just one of those days.

Today is the type of day where I just want to run far away, and just cry. Possibly never come back. I guess you can only put off problems for so long before they come back and find you. :(

Movies, Rumbi, Movies, Piano, Movies. :)

What a great weekend it has been!!! It started off with breakfast with Katie on Friday morning and has been great since then!! Friday night Katie, Taylor, Briant and myself went on a double date! It was so much fun! We went to Rumbi. If you haven't been there i suggest you go. Like right now, because its THAT good. I got this amazing rice bowl with pulled pork. I want it again! Then we went to go bowling, but it was an hour and half wait so we decided to just watch a movie at Katie's house instead. Picking movies out is always such a process with us! First we started with Enough, then Taylor said he didn't like it so we stopped it and he picked some ridiculous one that got rejected right off. Then we settled for Night at the Museum. I had never seen that! It was so good. I loved it, and Briant slept through 3/4 of it. Snoring the whole time, it was so cute!!

Saturday I had to work until 5:30 after that Briant came over and we just hung out at my house and talked. I love talking to him!!! Then, he remembered that he was supposed to play for this girl in sacrament tomorrow, so we rushed to his house and practiced for a while. I didn't mind at all! I could listen to him play the piano all day. We then went back to my house and attempted to watch national treasure, but i fell asleep way to quickly. Then my mom started yelling at my sister so we decided it was best to leave! So we went to his house and watched some weird show, but really it was just background noise to us talking. I love talking to him so much. Its so easy and comfortable. :) There is not a better feeling then that :)

Church has came and gone, and Briant of course played amazingly for this not so amazing singer, but all in all it turned out well :)

Happiness!

Now I know that I'm not all super fancy with this here blog situation, but I do love blogging about my life, and I have decided to be more dedicated to it. I love reading other people's blogs and reading about their lives. Even though mine isn't super exciting there is definitely "blog worthy" things.

Like for instance, I am having thee hardest time going to class lately. I don't know what it is, but I just can't stand going to class. Does anyone else have this problem? Or a solution to this problem because it is getting the best of me more than it doesn't.

Oh and I met a boy. About three or so weeks ago actually, and I'm just so happy. We met in our singles ward (I know, cute right?) well, he plays the organ, and I saw him playing and anyone that knows me know that I love guys with musical talent, ohh and he is very talented! Well, long story short we started talking and we have seen each other about every day since. He is wonderful, amazing, and so great. I can't even describe it. Oh he has a name its Briant :) I have never quite been so happy dating someone its super cute:) We love to just watch movies at my house or go on ridiculous drives somewhere. Somehow though we always end up at the Oquirrh Mountain Temple. We both LOVE that temple, its so gorgeous. We'll just park there and talk about everything. Its great. I got my wisdom teeth out last week and Briant was such a sweetheart. He came over and took care of me, sat with me, and we watched countless amounts of movies. He never once made fun of my chubby cheeks, he just made me feel so good about myself. Once again, so cute, right? :)

Yeah, so life is pretty grand right now. I have no complaints :)

Our deepest apology...

As most of you know I applied to work at Oakcrest girls camp this summer as a camp counselor, and there has honestly never been something I have wanted more in my life than to work there this summer. I wanted to change lives, i wanted to teach the gospel and most of all I wanted girls to have the same experiences I had at Oakcrest.

But, obviously Heavenly Father has a different plan for me this summer. I received a letter in the mail from the Oakcrest committee today saying that they received many applications and encourage me to apply for next Summer. I just about died, or wanted to. I wanted this job so badly. All along I told myself that if I didn't get the job that it would be okay, because its all very inspired of who works there, but I never saw myself not working there this summer. The whole line of "if you're supposed to be there, you'd be there" wasn't helping at this moment.

After thinking about it though I have so much comfort in the fact that Heavenly Father knows whats best for me, and he has great things in store for me this Summer. I just know it. I'm very excited to see what I accomplish. In some strange way this has made my love for Heavenly Father grow even stronger. He truly knows me, and loves me. Even though I didn't get what I wanted, I know that great things are in store for me :)

Prayers ARE answered!!!

So would y'all like to hear how i spent my early Friday morning? I'm sure you are dying to know :)

Well I was peacefully sleeping in my bed at 3am when a really good friend of mine calls me, and tells me he is in the ER and instantly my heart sinks...all I could think of was the worst possible situations (it didn't help that I had been asleep for about 3 hours) anyways, he continues to tell me that he is all alone so I offer to come sit with him and keep him company. So, I go there and sit...and sit...and sit...and try to sleep and sit some more. Anyways, he was having very bad lower abdominal pain. No matter what the doctors tried to do they couldn't pinpoint the problem. Can I just tell you that this is the worst feeling ever. EVER. Someone I care about so very much is in so much pain and there is nothing I can do, but pray. I did just that. I prayed for almost 24 hours straight I prayed to Heavenly Father that my dear friend would be okay, and relieved. Heavenly Father loves all of his children so much. He never wants to see us suffer. Tonight he comforted my friend and myself. Things might not be better yet, but we have peace of mind. I love the power of prayer it is amazing.